Moving On
August 2020: I had moved back to America and started my new job at the end of August 2020. Mahdee and I were still texting everyday. Although we weren't together we still missed each other. I knew that continuing to text everyday wasn't the best idea but, it was difficult to break a habit that was two and a half years in the making. September to December 2020: Having this time apart from Mahdee gave me an opportunity to fully open my eyes and think back to how our relationship was not a "typical" relationship. Around this time, it was quite apparent that Mahdee wished that the relationship didn't end. He started showering me with amazing words and said how he still thought about me everyday. This is where nothing made sense to me, I needed him to say all of these sweet things to me while we were still together, what was the point of saying all of these things now? I didn't understand it, and this is where I sort of resented Mahdee and became petty. I started...